VISION

one day,during prayer meeting

i was sit at the corner...

and during worship,i just felt that i quite "drunk"

and i saw that i sit at the corner in the huge room.

i realize that, this room is huge, but empty inside

only got the light, but the light it wasn't look bright,

it seem like the light in hospital during midnight.

and i found that in this room i didn't see got any door or windows.

suddenly, i hear some body just knock this room.

i realize that is Jesus.

He is asking me permition to go inside this room

my heart was not rejected

and i was really welcome to come inside.

but...

there is no door!

So, i just remember the movie i watch this afternoon

TRANSFORMER.

in the movie, the module will let the current flow to the machine

and the machine will alive.

so i just imagine that i oso have this current, and when i touch the wall

got one door just appear like tat and Jesus come inside.

to serve a guest, sure need a chair rite.

again, i imagine a chair just appear in the middle of the room

and invite Jesus sit on it.

before He sit on it, He ask me a question:

"Do you willing let me be the one who help you redecorate your room, and you will surrender all the authority to me without refuse"

my heart was thinking, is not bad, since i not well in decoration and it cause my room look so empty.

so i agree it.

When Jesus sit on the chair,

at the west corner suddenly a volcano slowly rise up from the land and burst up;

at the same time, east corner just a tornado appear;

at north corner,water.. no, is a float coming like tsunami fill at there;

and at south corner, got a great earthquake and the room appear many crack...

i was shock... why the peace land suddenly like that

i look to Jesus, and He seem like nothing.. just let the disaster continue in my room..

i want to ask Him why, but before that He already ask me be patient.

so i keep quite.

after a while, the volcano at west slowly move to north,

it same like other disaster, tsunami move to east; tornado move to south and earthquake move to west.

there are moving in clock-wise direction.

can you imagine? a peaceful room after encouter these disaster. . .

what will remain...

that time i really broke down...

"why" just full in my heart

but it look like Jesus don't want stop it...

i really tired,dissapointed,give up all the thing...

and really i want to take my 1st step walk out from this room since it look like not suitable for me live any more.

but before i take 1st step, Jesus just stop me and ask me trust Him.

He encourage me be patient and just wait...

at 1st i want act in rebel but at the end i choose to wait.

"it is okies.. just wait and see how"

don't know how long is it... the disaster slowly dissapear...

the room is mix up and i couldn't find a nice place...

i look at Jesus, He still able to show me a smile to comfort me...

and point to a corner, ask me look at it...

when my face turn and see

again i am shock...

after the earthquake... the land become softer..

after the volcano burst up... a lot of the mineral from underground was coming out...

after the tornado... the ground was mix with the mineral...

the land become fertile and suitable for all plants...

and after the tsunami... a few of the small island is forming in my room...

and then, because the land is fertile and full of different mineral, many plants just keep growing and growing... it become a very nice forest at the end..

slowly... some of the animal just fade in ... they are enjoy in this land...

i can heard the song composed by different birds with different sound...

the small animals just running arround, make this room full of joy...

and because of the reflextion of the water, a rainbow just form..

i was so amazed and look to Jesus again.

He spoke to me:

"this is for you... I felt that your room is very empty, so I decide help you add something here,

I very thank you that you willing invite Me come into your room,

and trust Me 100%

even that before My works start, I had asked you to surrender your authority to me,

you still can decide to stop all of this happen.

but

you didn't do that.

and when you want to give up,

and I asked you to stay,

you still willing to trust Me,

I very appericiate it,because I know that is not easy for you to make this decision.

For your faithfulness and patient, you are worthy to recieve these.

Do you like it ? "

many time, during we walk with Christ, we found that the path was rougher than before...

full of trap, temptation , disaster ,betrayed...

can't found any good thing...

but one thing can ensure that is, God never let go of us.

He who holds our hands, who holds our future...

we may get hurt, attack or really perish during we walk on this path,

but He will be our refuge always..

just rest in Him and continue the path after fully recover

Can ensure that, the end point will not disspointed us =)

God bless=)