suffering;promise

My heart found no place to stay,
My blood is leaking everywhere,
O dear... my closely One,
why the emptyness is still here and never been fill full,
did i walk out from Your way
and how long i need to go through it ,
for my body is tried
and my soul is dry,
it seem like a dessert,
even have a flood come in but the water still flow to another way...
what can i contain and what will be remain,
it seem like nothing change since began.

But my eyes choose to focus on You
and my heart trust in You,
even i didn't see Your hand in my life,

i trust Your heart still love me
and Your presence always be with me.
for Your promise is true and it bring life
even when the end of all things,
Your word be that goeth forth out of Your mouth
It shall not return unto You void,
but it shall accomplish that which You please
and it shall prosper in the thing whereto You sent it.
for this is the promise You gave
and it's the same promise i trust -)